This amazing beauty flew over our house today. Besides having sevi in a craze the entire time, it got me thinking. Can I really pull this thing off or am I just full of it? So far everything is working out.
However, the only thing that stands in the way of a perfect handmade birthday is the cake. I've finished all the parts but the cake. Everything, and I mean everything, has gone off without a single hitch. I'm not trying to sound arrogant or anything. Honestly, it's kinda nerve wracking. Not that I expected failure, it's just that I always anticipate a bump or two. And this time I was prepared, no worries. I'm not taking myself too seriously for this. But this ease of preparation is almost too much for this recovering pessimist to handle.
So since I have nothing to worry about, I'm making something up. Here I am, awake at 1:00 am, a little too nervous to sleep. I can't stop thinking about the cake. The central part of a wonderful handmade birthday. Still left to tackle. And did I mention I have never baked a cake before? But I'm trying hard to keep an optimistic attitude. It's worked so far. I think it's the reason things have been working out. Maybe I'll figure out I'm not just full of hot air afterall.